You know. Depending on your line of work, you can really shape up to be a real asshole when things at work are going at such a fast-paced environment where “fast-paced” is an understatement.

Now that I’m unwinding after six rough months of fast-paced work, I’m left with feeling of “I could have handled this better”, and, “I let emotions control me at the peak of hard times where people needs my input”.

It’s going to be a month of introspection for me after that. How can I improve handling the heat… and yet… would others have done better? I guess there’s no use on comparing myself to others. I do think I can handle a lot of friction and work under a lot of stress. Asking myself to be hard on myself for not handling things better under such a long time period is also crazy.