I spent half of my day wanting to clean up because honestly it’s been incredibly hard for me to move around the house, let alone go out for a modest amount of time. It’s soul-crushing in a way to do these things that you once took for granted… it’s basically restricting the freedom of movement.

So, I swallowed a couple of muscle relaxants and anti-inflammatory pills to actually do the things that I needed to do. Without those pills I don’t think I could have done 1/6 of the things I did today.

It is an awful feeling to depend on people to help you when most of your life you never had any issues… and I guess that’s what I’m struggling with right now.